ATTENTION ALL!!!

from this day onward, i won't be using this blog any longer. So please update your links to http://kysha.blogspot.com

Thank u. Enjoy my brand new look awaiting for ya'll to check it out!

Cheers,
Mash


Dolled Up blogged on Monday, January 10, 2005:.

A Blessing From God

I'm so thrilled to have gotten the new job!! It's at a coffee house, like what I've been wanting to try for years, since my graduation from secondary. I know, it's not a glamarous thing to do....but think of the fun, laughter and the atmosphere. HAHA!

I have to thank DRE, for getting me this job. I can't thank you enough babe. I've spoken to my present boss about me getting a new job. She congratulated me and my last day would be at the end of this month. PHEW! Like alast.

I simply can't wait to start on my new job. It's just so exciting. The adrenalin rush each time, ones starts a new job. HAHA! A fresh new start, to a brand new year.

Cheers to all! :)


Dolled Up blogged on Monday, January 10, 2005:.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all my darling friends! May 2005 be a much more butt kicking year for ya'll! I just got home from work... Pathethic... I didn't get to have fun, drink and countdown altogether...

Instead, I was busy serving customers at the bar.... DAMN! What a year to begin with.

Nonetheless, I hope ya'll had a great time. All the best with 2005! God Bless!

And of course, one of my new year resolutions would be, "NO MORE WORKING ON NEW YEAR'S EVE FROM NOW ON!" Pray that will come true.

Love ya'll!


Dolled Up blogged on Saturday, January 01, 2005:.

I Need LOVE but I can't hurry it...

I need love, love.
To ease my mind.
I need to find, find someone to call mine...
But mama said,

You can't hurry love.
No, you just have to wait.
She said love don't come easy.
But It's a game of give and take.

You can't hurry love.
No, you just have to wait.
You got to trust, give it time.
No matter how long it takes.

But how many heartaches.
Must I stand before I find a love.
To let me live again.
Right now the only thing.
That keeps me hangin' on.
When I feel my strength, yeah.
It's almost gone
I remember mama said.... you can't hurry love...


Dolled Up blogged on Friday, December 31, 2004:.

I'll Be There

Tatued.....

You and I must make a pact.
We must bring salvation back.
Where there is love,
I'll be there.....

May 2005 be a much, much better year for you and I.


Dolled Up blogged on Friday, December 31, 2004:.

What's Goin' On?

People dying People crying. Lord help us!

Mother, Mother...
There's too many of you crying.

Oh,, brother, brother, brother...
There's far to many of you dying

What's going on in a world filled with pain.
Where's the love for which we pray.
What's going on? When our children can't play.
Homeless can't eat.
There's got to be a better way.
What's going on?
When we politically blind.
Can't see the signs of endangered times.
What's going on?

Tribute to the Tsunami attack and those families who were affected.
May God bless you all.


Dolled Up blogged on Friday, December 31, 2004:.

Exhausted Yet Raging with ANGER

I'm freakin' drained.....Don't get me wrong, I didn't do anything NASTY! The festive weekend wasn't really an enjoyable one. Honestly, working life ain't fun at all! Not when you have to work your ASS off and get extremely BLOODY RUDE CUSTOMERS, who don't appreciate your effort that you've put in!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't fuckin' deserve that kinda SHIT! I STRONGLY BELIEVE, no deserves that kind of treatment. Oh PLEASE, gimme a break la....Boss, DON'T TRY TO BUY ME DRINKS TO CALM ME DOWN! It AIN'T gonna work. Giving me FREE Drinks can't change the fact that I'm freakin' unhappy, hurt and disapointed. I'm neither a GLUTTON nor DUMB!

And those who PROMISED me that they'll "stand by me" and support me all da way....., Get this, you people are a bunch of FREAKIN' BULLSHITS! Hah! So much for your "support"..... What a major disappointment.

I've got so much on ma mind...... I don't know how to get around it..... I pray that 2005 will be a much, much better year for me. 2004 was a total CRAP!!!!!



Dolled Up blogged on Sunday, December 26, 2004:.

I'm Still So CAUGHT UP

I know that it's wrong but it's much too strong to let it go now.....

Why? Why am I still caught up? i seriously can't answer that question.... There's no exact explanation to it and I simply can't describe it. The feeling is just s0ooo overpowering that no matter how hard I try to push it aside, it continues to flood back. I thought that if I kept myself occupied, the feeling will eventually fade away... I was s0oo VERY, VERY, VERY WRONG! It's been too long....

I want it to go away... I've been told repeatedly that I have to shake it off..... I HAVE tried, but it's not wearing off. Aww man, any other alternatives? I BET there isn't any longer....... Even there is, I won't feel the same way no more cause I'll be constantly reminded of the pain. The wound won't heal for good, maybe for awhile. It's just a matter a time.......


Dolled Up blogged on Saturday, December 04, 2004:.

Where DO I Go?, Where DO I Go now?, Where Do I Go?!

What do people think of me? A FAQ i have in mind. Another popular question I ask myself, would be "What do I want to do upon graduation....?". Argh!!!!!!!! It's driving me into my own grave. I seriously need a job upon graduation cause my mom can't afford the university expenses. She says it's way too expensive and I'll have to be CONSIDERATE and UNDERSTANDING on my part. I have to put into considerations that my lil' bro has intentions to further his studies too and that means more money needed.

Yes, yes Mother, I totally understand that. I definitely want my bro to continue his education. I want to try out so many things but HOW and WHERE do I start? I want to FLY, I want to be in the radio industry and I want to sit down and shake my leg and be married to SOMEONE who can AFFORD MY LUXURIOUS LIFE!!!! I want to have fun with my pretty girlfriends! I want to own my very own Porsche Boxster ( I've dreamed this since I was a lil' girl and I'm still dreaming!) My, my.....So many dreams I have..... If only Lady Luck is on my side.





Dolled Up blogged on Friday, December 03, 2004:.